I have no way to reach you, and I do not want to disturb you by calling you from a different number or email you constantly or go in front of your house and stand there for hours, I know all these make you angry.
But if you are reading this, then I want to tell you that I need you, but if you don't want to talk to me then that's fine, you can ignore this message and I will understand. But if you are willing to listen to me then I want to talk and I want to listen as well.
I miss you.
And I need you.
That is all I wanted to say.